A Piece of Mind

1st sms to my boss (3 pages) @ Thurday 4 feb 2010, 7.03pm:
I am very angry when i heard about SR invoice have to change when i put in all my efforts even on sat and sun to settle all the quote in excel and spending time to look through all the price. Can u pls settle with allan properly before asking me to invoice? Pls look through GS6-HRH price especially as i did tell allan that the price differs a lot despite same material and size.

Reply from my boss (3 pages) @ Thurday 4 feb 2010, 7.52pm:
I am very very sorry about it. I felt it was deserving price that they should pay us, but they dun understand the pain we went thru during the job. I also understand the great effort u put into prep all these documents. I am appreciative and apologetic at the same time. Will not do such time-wasting things again. Sorry.

2nd reply from me (6 pages) @ Thurday 4 feb 2010, 9.16pm:
Thank for the reply as it will make me temporary forget about the thank u note that u place on allan's table that is very "yao yan", debtor calls especially TL call, etc.....Pardon my language here as this is what i feel in my heart and mind, i am not a person that will talk bad about ppl at the back, i speak whatever is in my mind. Good nite.

Reply from him ( 8 pages) @ Thurday 4 feb 2010, 10.25pm:
I now know where i hv gone wrong and i now realised that i hv taken u for granted and that i did not show enough appreciation for all the ardous things tat u hv done for me. I promise u i will improve and make things right. I am aware and touched by yr efforts to chk my email every morn and whenever i m not in, how u automatically hold bk my chq when the balance is low, how u rush the SR inv over the weekend, how u help allan to do the powerpoint presentation, how u plan the company dinner and how u lead the condolences for joo lye's father funeral. The above r just the tip of the ice berg of the countless things tat u hv done for me out of care, concern and initiative. Actually i knw in my heart, but my mistake is tat i should hv express my thanks more, rather than get swept away by all the jobs, air show, tekong, far east org and cashflow worries. As a boss, i should also find time and hv the awareness to show appreciation to the immed pple around me tat is truly helping me and making a diff to my life. Val, u r certainly a gem to me and i m truly truly sorry to hv hurt u. U knw i dun mean it and i was just too worn out executing the sales and fighting the cashflow problems. Can u forgive me?


No reply from me after that...Not because i am not forgiving, is because i have long forgive him but want to relief this burden in my heart and mind and so as to not put a long face whenever i see him in the office, and then he very scared and dare not to approach me....