happy 2012

Last day of 2011...

Last day of 2011, no thoughts at all. Going out to enjoy!!!!

Seems that last year and this year 31 dec, i am in JB!!

2012-Dragon Year!! Hope for the better......

I want a space.

I want a new space....

I want a new freedom....

I want a new life...

Because everything is not the same anymore.....

Changes around me is scaring me....

Hope for a better life!!!

It's not easy!!!

Regretted in my decision made??? - Not really actually

But this decision is making me very stress... Studies is always tough, that why the moment, i study i am always sick!!!

It's hard but this is something that i really want to get however, i guess i'm not really putting in my 100% effort in it.

Working on 1999 past years papers, very easy to solve those questions. However, as you work on 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005............... questions, it super TOUGH!!!

Standards are set harder and harder very year....And sch fees is getting higher and higher very year as well...

Have to cut down on all activites to try to stay focus for now so that i don't felt regret!

Schooling time!!!

Was looking through my entries in my blog and realised that i have not updated it for 1 year...
Was thinking if i remember my password and manage to log in, i will definitely post something...

True enough, i am logged in....I bet this is just an excuse to myself...I just want to write something, vent out my stress somewhere...

Sch started, and it's weird, maybe the different generations of the class...All those young generations, JC students, or I should say the 1990 kids seems weird and not as friendly as all my dearest friends in poly...
Class size is small around 40 to 50(max).....

Pretty loved the freedom and the timing of the lessons though...However, chapters of the 4 modules is getting harder and harder and it's going to make me so stress already....

Just flip through a student guide book from UOL and it's have a timetable in the forms of month (from september to may) for us to jolt down our planning for the year...

Only 9 months left to master 4 modules....

True? I am thinking of a switch again...

Remember dont stay in one forest for too long, Because the greeen will be very fastall eaten up. Move on to gain experience and see the corporate world. Only when you reaching 35 perhaps is good to just stay put. But for now just move from forest to forest if there is good supply of fruits. Friends is just like passing cloud. You will soon form another group. Perhap even better. Go for it Val.

Change of Route

Dearest Val, Your day is beautiful. Sometime in life, the road map is already plan for you. But it take courage for one to amend. Some take a longer time to reach it goals. Few just happen to find the prefect road. But one thing for sure be it long or short if you keep your faith is just a matter of time you reach there. Be positive that the 1st rule to all successful person: I fall i still stand up tall so long. You dont give up yourself the road to success it always within your reach.

Thanks for always giving me courage.